Sunday, December 23, 2007

WOW

Tomorrow is Christmas eve. For some odd reason it doesn't feel like Christmas. I see the presents under the tree and the decorations and everyone scrambling around and I'm on vacation but it still just doesn't feel like Christmas. I seriously don't even know why. As I prepare for Christmas like wrapping presents and baking, I think 'what am I doing this for?' I really don't know whats wrong with me. It doesn't feel like I feel this way because Joe and Duane wont be with us for Christmas this year. I mean I will miss Joe the same as I do every other day but I seriously don't think that's why I feel this way. Maybe I'm just getting older and Christmas doesn't excite me as much as it used too. This year I'm not worried about getting up at 6 to unwrap presents, I could care less if I sleep in. Oh well...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I think we're all feeling that way Heather. But we'll have a nice time together and it will be ok. I've been thinking of Duane too..I hope he's well. We'll see you tomorrow....Auntie Steph