A new beginning for me.

In ways other then becoming a senior tomorrow and turning 18 this year. So you can take a sigh of relief and thank god I'm not ranting about that stuff again.

Some of you may or may not know about the issues I've been having concerning my health. Actually I'm almost sure none of you do except for mom. Why because it's something I have never had an answer too and didn't know why my body was doing the things is was or wasn't doing.

For three, yes count em THREE, YEARS now I have been having a problem that my previous doctor didn't think was much of a problem. Well I got sick of her telling me there was nothing wrong with me when clearly what is going on is not normal. Beckie got sick of me complaining about it, I'm sure, and recommended me to Dr. Hare.

Today was my first appointment. I told her what was going on and she said "You're right. This is not right and I do not know why you previous doctor ignored it." So she got started with tests right away. I had to get my blood drawn, but apparently my veins are tiny and I didn't have anything to drink today so I have to go back in on Friday morning. She's doing a blood test for insulin, glucose, PCOS, TSH and any other things they can detect in a blood test. After I get my blood tested and get results back, depending on the results I may get an MRI to take a look at a gland in my brain and an ultrasound done to try and rule out PCOS.

I cried because for three long years I have been dealing with pain and confusion and now it will get solved. Maybe I'll go on that show 'Mystery Diagnosis" on TLC. haha just kidding. I know I probably wont like the out come of whatever this may be but once it gets figured out I can do what I need to do to fix it.

I know this is confusing but trust me, Im still confused too. But once I get my true diagnoses I will tell you and it will be easier to understand.

Senior 'Half' Year

I start my Senior 'half' Year in 5 days. There are many things I'm dreading about starting school this year.
My biggest reason....
I'm starting my last year with out my best friend. Basically because I was stupid and chose a person who was 3 months and one whole grade older than me to be my best friend. Nah it wasn't stupid but I definitely didn't think about ahead of time how it'd be with out her this year. She doesn't really have the same feelings as I do about it because she is starting college soon and I wasn't even planning on going to that college so she would've been without me anyway.
My second biggest reason....
I need to meet with my guidance councilor and get financial aid all set for myself to start cosmetology in February or March. Speaking of that I have to GET myself enrolled for the February or March class. I also need to GET a job so I can GET a car(even if its a real old beat up piece of poo)and I have to pay back financial aid at some point.
My last reason....
The real world is scary and I'm only getting that much closer.

I called back

I went to Bass like I was supposed to and filled out an application. I was supposed to meet a manager there but she had to leave early because of a 'family emergency.'

So today I called back and spoke to a different manager and she told me she will call me back in a few days. Sigh.

Kudos to Me!!!

I just got myself an interview with out even filling out an application.

Well kinda....

I filled out an application back in the begining of June. They stopped hiring and are hiring again so I called. I told them my situation. She told me she would like for me to come in and fill out another application and while im there she'll set a time for an interview.

Just cant get my hopes to high up.