*Sighs*

I cried today. I can't help but to feel angry and I don't know what to do about that. I don't want to feel angry anymore but it won't go away. I probably sound really stupid and rediculous but this is just how I'm feeling right now...

Life...

Grrrr

Today I am in more pain than I was yesterday or Friday. I've lost more than 5 pounds since Friday and I dont even know how that's possible considering it looks like Ive gained 5 pounds in my face. Im never getting teeth pulled ever again no matter how bad they are hurting me. * sighs *

Gulp...Gasp...GAHHHHHHH

I'm ending my vacation with a few teeth being ripped out of my mouth. I'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled out at 11:50 today. I've heard a lot of stories and they don't sound to painful mostly because you're knocked out. My worries are snoring, drooling, talking in my sleep, or at least trying to, etc etc. Some of you, if not most of you know my sleeping habits....

Finally

I got my license today. I passed the written test with only ONE wrong out of 30 questions. I passed the final drivers test with the examiner with ZERO points off. Heres a picture of my new shiney peice of plastic that means oh so much to me.

well...

I got the job but im not taking it. Of course my mother has a problem with it because my hours start at 5pm which means she'll have to switch her hours to go to work at 6:30 am so she can come home and drop me off at work. It's the tilton walmart so I understand it will be a bit of a struggle for a little while but its also like I need a job real bad so I can save up and do what I need to do to grow up. It's also screwing up her vacation this week because I have to go get my drug test tomorrow morning and she wants to go to camp. So whatever I cant do anything unless she's happy.

I tried explaining to her that she could switch her hours back when I get my car soon but no it has to be her way or no way.

I have.....

I have my first ever interview tomorrow!!! It's walmart but it's better than nothing right? My interview is at 10 am. Then later on I go to the Dmv to get my license.

Wish me luck!

Birthdays Birthdays Birthdays

Happy Birthday Kristyn...

Happy Birthday Beepa....

Happy Birthday Aunty Steph...

Happy Birthday Alyssa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

License Please?

On Monday Mom and I have decided I will be going to the Division of Motor Vehicles (DMV) and taking my tests to get my license. At first I didn't want to tell anyone when I was going just incase I didn't pass and wouldn't have to suffer from the embarrassment and then I figured Ill do just fine and pass with flying colors.I was real embarrassed when I was the FIRST one NOT to pass the boating class thingy. And I'll be even more embarrassed if im the FIRST one NOT to pass this license. Just as long as mom lets me drive there and practice a little bit before I should be fine right?

SMILE

I went to the dentist today because I'm my wisdom teeth are coming in and they are hurting my mouth real bad. They also are cramming my teeth together which makes me not want to smile because they look really bad. I've noticed a big difference since my wisdom teeth decided they wanted to pop through.

Dr. Scura explained to me why we have wisdom teeth if there isn't even enough room for them. Basically is because many years ago our jaws were bigger and we were more of the ape/cave man form and as he says " god only knows what we were chewing on then." Over time our diets change and we morphed into what we are now allowing us to have smaller jaws with less need of that 3rd molar(wisdom teeth). Then Dr.Scura explained every step of what would happen and why its good for people my age to get wisdom teeth taken out now. Again, basically because those teeth haven't formed roots yet and aren't embedded into the jaw bone.

These people were so much nicer then the denist office I went to before. So I get my teeth pulled out on friday the 25Th. Thats my 16Th year and 5 month birthday hahahaha.

Mom and I think that the waiting room was based off of the dentists waiting room in Finding Nemo because they had a big fish take with a clown fish like Nemo and a blue fish Like Dory. They had a couple othere wierd things in that take too. Like this green blob looking thing that moved. It was creepy. Then there was a shrimp and like these spider looking things and crabs.

If you havent heard...

I passed my drivers ed class just like I said I would! Next I have to go to the DMV and take my eye test and then my writen test and then my driving test and then hopefuly smile for the camera. Only one person didn't pass the test last night.

I'm sick now though. I have a real bad cough, sore throat, and stuffy nose. Im coughin up a little bit of blood but im sure its just because my throat is dry. I still went to school though. Tomorrow I get to miss all my classes except one because im going to the dentist.

Today was Alex's 17th birthday and it they also had Ben and Alex's funeral today. Rest easy loved ones.

Deffinatly wont be getting my license

I had my last drive today with my driving instructor, Mr. Lamarre. On the last drive he sort of pretends like its my drive with the DMV. I didn't do so well either. He said he was feeling nice today so took off only 15 points. You're only allowed to get 20 points or less off. He said he really should have taken off 30 points. How does that make me feel? Pretty Crappy. So on the drive back to school I did even worse.

I need to work on my parallel parking, coming on to the ramp of the bypass/freeway and staying in the correct lane. It wasn't that I was in the wrong side of the road it was that the paint is so worn off from all the salt and snow. I can't tell if its a two way side of the road or a one way side especially if its a fairly narrow road to be a two way. Which usually he will tell me a narrow road is two way like in down town.

My final for the class is tonight. I have no doubt that I will pass the class but I don't think I will pass the driving test for the DMV.

Rest In Peace Ben

I went to school with these boys. Alex moved last year to Gilford. I was in Ben's Science class in first semester. They were only 17. Id show pictures of the crash but they are to horrific. What I've heard is that the boys were trying to cut infront of an oil truck and they didn't make it so the oil truck rolled on top of them.

I hate wednesdays.

For Josh

I changed my picture!!! Did you see? I dont like it so dont get used to it. ♥

For Robin

Robin If you havent seen this episode of Jeff Dunham, you can watch it now.



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