Friday, January 15, 2010

Last Day

I'm sitting here in one of my High Schools study rooms. Today I feel more focused on emotion than actually graduating. Because I know I'm graduating and today is my last day. I have a weird feeling of emptiness, like a feeling as if I'll never see this place again or the people in it. I know that's not true though. I can't let it be true.
One day earlier this week and girl who is also graduating early said to me, 'Isn't it wierd that we are ending high school? Isn't it wierd that we are basically ending our life?" I was shocked by this because I have never thought of it as ending my life. I've always thought of it as just beginning my life. Or my adult life I should say. It's been replaying in my head and I'm not sure why.
I hope I don't cry. I dont want my mascara to run.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

finishing school is a big life change. there will be mixed emotions. it is an ending and a new beginning. the sad feelings will end quite quickly after you begin doing something new. it is all normal. hang in there. grammie

Heather said...

Thanks gram. You're the best grammie ever =)

Jenny_Lin said...

Ending your life? lol, that's silly, you haven't even begun.

Jenny_Lin said...

i don't mean that in a condescending way, either, if that's what it sounded like. <3

Heather said...

I know! That exactly what I was thinking when the girl said it.

said...

chaussures nike shox nz i femmes
chaussures nike shox nz i hommes
chaussures nike shox nz ii femmes
chaussures nike shox nz ii hommes
chaussures nike shox oz femmes
chaussures nike shox oz hommes
chaussures nike shox r2 femmes
chaussures nike shox r2 hommes
chaussures nike shox r3 femmes
chaussures nike shox r3 hommes
chaussures nike shox r4 ii femmes
chaussures nike shox r4 ii hommes
chaussures nike shox r4 v femmes
chaussures nike shox r4 v hommes